hmm: “To me you sound like the Monkey or Ali Abdu sucking up to PIA and encouraging him to take undemocratic actions to clamp down dissent. You are a dangerous individual, I advise Wedi vacaro to stay away from you if he wants to get acceptance from the mass”

Response: I will ignore people with pen-names from now on because there is no reason for them not to come out in the open if they are for real. No more masks in this forum except for this time. I guess the truth hurts. You want us to silently look a problem within the committees like we used to do with Shaebia and you know the result. You want us to be navigated by the same individuals that failed to move the struggle forward without any creativity (no action till now in DC, where most Eritreans live in the west). You want us to tolerate the spoilers within the movement that cannot take independent position without instruction from their bosses in Addis or elsewhere (we have proof for this here in DC). I don’t work like that; I come at your face directly!

You come here out of the blues to suggest what you suggested most probably because I exposed what is going on. Are you part of the spoilers to react emotionally as such? Everyone in DC area knows that we don’t have a committee because of internal sabotage and you want us to shut up. We were not stupid back in the days, only went on with self-deception for “ANCHIWA TIHLEF MIENTI MOGOGO”. The Afwerkis took maximum advantage of our unconditional obedience and we know what they did with it. Those days are gone: There is no Anchiwa to give green light for the sake of mogogo but rather RATs in the mogogo to clean out immediately for this movement to succeed.

I think you should come out on the open so that we know who we are talking with instead of acting up pro-resistance behind a mask. You know mine: prove that you are not a RAT by exposing yourself in this forum.

As usual, opinion differences take place on a new movement but the truth comes out a winner at the end because BETRI HAKI TIKETIN EMBER AITSBERIN. The enemy’s BETRI has broken apart several times to turn into ashes but we are confident on our spiritual purity to believe ours will stay intact forever! I am sure EZIWIN KISIGERYU BIMENFESAWI SIRAH that is why they call it STRUGGLE!

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My mom was from Akeleguzai and my dad from Hamsien folks briefly telling you my story to hit a point. The line-of-sight distance between the two places cannot be more than 5 kms, though my dad as a young boy had to travel from home about twenty kms through gravel roads to checkout a young girl in her village around Dekemhare that he ended up marrying to collectively produce me in Ethiopia as a matter of destiny. Neither did my parents choose having me in the form I came out to be, nor did I decide to be born Eritrean from my family. They did not even have an idea about my gender let alone my looks and health situation when I was purely residing inside my mom’s womb without identity and religion. It was accidental to both sides of the duality.

We first saw each other the day I was born, the moment they discovered I was male and destiny stigmatized me with the Eritrean identity by association to the yet, accidental identity of my parents to live this life as such ever since. The rest is up to how I decide to live my accidental being and intentionally shape up my perception of life in my adult life out of my cumulative experience! One becomes one by accident but shapes one’s outlook of life by option: You become a healer or a menace to society; a freedom fighter or a RAT by choice!

As it goes, the human brain has made human beings capable of landing in the moon and precisely understanding the nature of the universe through technology and science. This capacity was impossible without education and a collective brain power under the rule of fair law.

I feel sorry for the haters; for the brothers and sisters trapped in the darkness of the SELF (Anninet): ethnicity and power to the point of limiting their infinite brain potential within few kilometers of their accidental geographic identification. Sad that they compromise universal humanity for their narrow and selfish agendas at disastrous expense of their own communities! Nothing can be more tragic than seeing a person building one’s concept of existence on one’s involuntary identity that withers away few years ahead! I feel sorry for people that contaminate their spiritual purity with personal issues by being biased towards their ethnic origin or religious affiliations inherited from their accidental parents. I feel sorry for people that let their minds controlled and manipulated by their bosses to only reflect their ideas upon instruction!

A dependent and destructive mentality as such tends to feed a child from one’s community leaving another Eritrean child starving alone because the later came from another community few kilometers away or from parents with different religion! Yet the sinner warships God or Allah and prays to land in heaven or Jenna at the end of life! What a sufferer of ego, waste of the mind; how unhappy and spiritually decadent!

A spiritual mission can be spoiled by egoist individuals. It was with this understanding that the Music Composer Quincy Jones put a big sign that reads “CHECK OUT YOUR EGO” at the entrance of the studio where the best international musicians recorded the song “WE ARE THE WORLD” in solidarity with the humanitarian activities globally going on in the 80s to help the starving Ethiopians. We need to arrest our ego to help our desperate people through genuine unity. We need to exit out of our ethnicities and religions to impartially and compassionately help our people out of this dictatorship. This is not the time to grudge it out against each other but to forgive the past and do the right thing to make a difference in our motherland. Let us follow the right direction to democracy: Let democracy and unbiased justice mediate our ethnic or religiously affiliated differences!

You will be surprised how badly ego can destroy a person and a community through. The best example of such a person is the Explosive Sufferer PIA (my expression of people who destroy society in the process of destroying themselves). Let me quote something from my upcoming book SPIRITUAL ENGINEERING ‘Human life is a duality composed of the inner self and the ego. Ego is the inductive energy to the perception of the self as a distinct entity from the rest, the metaphysical driver of a person’s acute self-obsession, the absence of accurate knowledge or the presence of chronic ignorance of the true nature of the Self. By approaching life from individualistic point of view and relating everything to the Self, ordinary human beings suffer from emotional distress throughout their segregated existence. They deny themselves the freedom of endless opportunities for joy. The “distinction” denies them equality, reducing them to a minute fraction of objectivity. They then face drastic ramifications in terms of stress and fear, particularly of death. The more they cling to themselves, the stronger their ego, the deeper they privatize things, the greater their fear of death, and the more dependent their self-understanding, decisions and actions on the influence of the fear.’

Do you know that Albert Einstein refused to be the president of Israel in protest of the Jewish state’s mistreatment of the Palestinians? The pacifist scientist states that; “A human being is a part of a whole, called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest… a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty”, said delusion being a derivative of ego!

Attachment to the Self is killing the spiritual content of some of our brothers and sisters in the resistance. I think the greatest cause of human suffering is forgetting that we all will die soon and that our identity lasts as long as we live, none otherwise! One bypaths this truth when the EGO dominates one’s inner self and continues to suffer for life as a result! Otherwise, a person lives a simple and happy life doing something good to society and passes by peacefully.